As you can see..

..or you might have seen and noticed,
that I have not done any updates on this site in a while.
And I have disabled all of the Music in here too.

It’s not that I have nothing to update and say,
I just took a break from everything.

Well, not everything.
Just this site.

Why?
It has betrayed me.

Let me explain.

As you know, I have worked on this site for a very long time now.
I have spent countless hours re-modeling the design,
writing and re-writing the posts,
rehearsing, playing and recording all the music,
and not to mention the maintenance this site needs.
I have tried my best to keep my stuff how I want them.

Then you see, not too long ago,
I have detected that my files and codes were tampered with.
All my intrusion logs showed unauthorized access on one directory.

Nothing major really.
Someone was just able to decipher my codings and was able to have access to some of my files.
Luckily, no damage has been done.

But ever since then, I seem to have lost interest in this site.
I can’t shake the thought of some other person
meddling with what I hold most dear.
I can’t get rid of the feeling that it is now contaminated and dirty.

I know it’s not this site’s fault.
I am sure it didn’t want to give itself out in the open.
Plus it was just a matter of time
that it’ll fall into the hands of people with dreadful intent.

I just felt like I was betrayed.

So, as I try to revisit everything in here.
Assessing every single thing that will make me want to continue
maintaining my music relationship with this site.

We’ll see how it goes eh?

5 thoughts on “As you can see..

  1. OMG!

    This is not good but I’ve felt like this with many Windows OSes so many times… I understand exactly how you feel with regards to feeling that something got tampered with.

    You and I both know that there are many ways to tamper with things on the net, however, I hope this doesn’t stop your talented, admired display of your music, family and emotions outwards… to the internet!

    Try to get into security and protecting yourself online and you will feel more confident with the information you choose to share online. It’s always been your choice…

    Best regards,

    TweakBOB

    P.S. It wasn’t me!!!!

  2. Thanks Guys!

    @Spiegelbild – Thank you, Anne.

    @Nikki – Thanks Niks, I don’t really write anything I don’t want to share. All my tapes with me and Hayden were all burned. Haha!

    @Bob – Thanks Bob! You know how frustrating that is eh? But I have my eye on you. I know you can hack me like a seasoned pro. Your site is the one I want to get in to. (tee hee)

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