Isn’t it weird when you have something on your mind,
or something that you wanted to do,
every single thing around you seems to give you a constant reminder of whatever it is.
Life seems to either give you encouragement or mock you in the face.

You know what I am talking about?

Par example, mes amis.

When you are in the market for a new vehicle,
you seem to see the model that you want everywhere?

Or when you are thinking of going to a different place or a different country,
information about it seems to be popping out everywhere?

When your loved one breaks up with you,
don’t you see a lot of sweet couples out there?

Or when you don’t know if you’re pregnant or not,
everything you see on TV or everyone you know and see
either is or they are reminding you of it?

Or when you are broke and trying to save money,
all the stores suddenly decided to have multiple sales?

I am sure you have a couple of things
that go through your mind right now
which surely makes you agree with what I am saying.

And since I told you all those examples,
you know I am building up a story of
what has been going through my mind
and how life seems to give me my answer.

You see,
I have been really contemplating on shutting this site down.
I don’t get to update it that often anyways.

Also traffic on this site has been very low especially
with all the social networking sites that are out now.
The writings and the music I play, honestly are mediocre at best.
Plus maintaining this domain and subscribing to a web host cost money.

But these past few weeks,
visitors to my site have been on an all time high.
And traffic has been way more than average.

Plus I have met new friends, who discovered this site,
listening to my music,
able to relate to my writings,
and complimenting me on the stuff I do.

So when this site meets its end one day,
which is inevitable,
at least I was able to say,
I am truly, honestly
and forever grateful.

Now I’m just going to have to suck it up.
Sit here and write, or play.

You don’t have to do anything.
Just sit there, read this
and look pretty.