Whenever I would like to do another song rendition,
I always tend to look back and listen to the old stuff I have done.
For some reason it gives me both inspiration and education.

I get inspired to do more because hearing what came out of me at that moment
reminds me of how good it felt.

I also get educated because I get to hear my mistakes
and the notes and melodies that I should have played differently.

This randomly played first on my iPod today.

An old OPM song I learned a long time ago.
First time I heard this was from my Cousin Gerdie’s wedding.
I loved it so much that I wanted it playing in my wedding too.
Maybe on the first dance at the reception, swaying side to side slowly.

Hey, guys get to envision their weddings too.
Do not judge me.

Besides. I still love this song after all these years.
I still play it even though I may have played it a thousand times
in other people’s weddings.

I also still listen to it with full attention.
I still think about it playing in my wedding.
And finding myself still swaying and dancing to it
when I come back to reality,
by myself, standing there, all alone,
like the idiot that I am.

What?
I said don’t judge!

I hate you guys.