I haven’t been back in Ottawa in a good while and I must tell you,
I really don’t remember it being THAT cold.
And THAT much snow.

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Holy Gods of Rock! I want this guitar so bad!
The Dragon print is the back design.

It’s a Benzaiten Telecaster, by Fender.
Isn’t it beautiful?

Alright.

You know how much I hated 2013
so let’s clean the slate.

I make no promises that I won’t be the cranky,
angry old man that I have become,
but I will try to update this site as much as I can.
And maybe with more music.

Hopefully with more music.
And blog posts.

I actually dreamt that I was playing guitar on New Year’s eve.
So maybe this would be a good year.

I hope you were with your loved ones when the clock striked twelve.
Because if you weren’t, then what is the fucking point in everything?

Best of the New Year to you all!

Merry Christmas to you all.
Hope you had a great one.
Me?
I am going home.

Here’s three songs that I played and has something to do with Christmas.
Ghosts on Christmas Eve

And a Filipino Classic
Pasko na Sinta Ko

Also a Tagalog original from me and my buds.
It’s really not a Christmas song, but Christmas was mentioned.
So, that should count, right?
Tanging Hiling

Check me out on my Twitter for possible updates during the holidays.
I’ll try to update this one too, but who reads this crap?

You do?
What the hell is wrong with you?

I’m kidding.
Merry Christmas!

One of the funniest questions I have often been asked is,
“What in the world happened to you?”

This is true in so many aspects in my life.
Not just my life.
But life in general.

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Before a year ends
I usually go back and read my posts on this site
for a “yearly review.”

I’ll be honest with you,
I made it til July and I had to stop.
This has been one depressing year.

It is full of bad luck, heartbreaks,
anger, and spite.

I really want this year to end.

Two more weeks, Ty.
Two more weeks.

It never fails.
Every time I consider shutting down this site,
someone writes me and ask for a copy of a certain song I made.

I have actually thought of just ending this site
and redirect all traffic to my Twitter.
I am on there mostly anyways.

But then I get reminded of how much work I have invested on this site
and I just can’t shut it down.
It used to be a big hit with my family and friends
or other musicians who happen to have seen this too.
Not anymore.
To be honest, I forget I have this site at all.

I can’t even make music anymore.
I am not even too happy with the last ones I posted back in July.
I used to post songs at least once or twice a month in here.
Not anymore.
To be honest, I forget to include playing music in my daily routine.

Anyways,
This site is going on its 13th year
and its still up and running.
14 years or more, to be honest.
I bought the domain name a year or so after I started this whole thing.

Before the year ends,
let me just thank those who keeps checking this site.
Even though there’s really not much updates.
Thanks to my regulars who just want to know what’s going on.
Even for that one person in the Philippines who keeps searching my site for I don’t know what.
Your endless search just keeps adding traffic to this site.
Thank you.

Now.
Christmas is coming
and for those of you who know how I feel about this
special Holiday of Stress and Obligation,
I still don’t know whose Bells I have to Jingle
to get some Christmas Spirit around here.