May 8,

I hate dreams sometimes

For a couple of nights now, I have been dreaming about trying to contact my parents.
Both of whom have already passed.

Last night, I was trying to call my Mother on the phone and this guy who answered won’t tell me her whereabouts.

One time, I dreamt about looking for my Father as well. And I just couldn’t find him.

This has been happening more often lately and every time it does,
I just want to go to where they were to be with them.
In my mind, I wanted to tell them I was tired and just want to rest.

Being in their presence gives me a sense of calmness.
They have always listened to me when I tell them my heartaches and pain.

I hate it so much when I dream about them but I can’t have any interactions.

It has been many years since they passed.
And I still feel as lost as ever.


SONGS ADDED!

Today, is our 1 year wedding anniversary.
So I better make this short.

I added a song my wife and I made years ago.
She wrote the words, and I did the music.



Mobile Player here:

You Were Always There.
by – Tracy
All instruments by – Ty Martell

Now I didn’t put up the words,
since I don’t really have her permission to.
So I just have the melodies done by guitars.

A bit of a “ballad”, “Blue Rodeo-esque” influence.

I wanted to have this song played on our wedding,
But I was too chicken shit.

And another one for Mother’s day.



Mobile Player here:

The Rose
Music by Bette Midler.
Guitars by – Ty Martell

A little tribute I did, for my Mom and Tracy’s Mom.
For always getting us out of sticky situations.

Thanks Moms.

And a very Happy Mother’s day to all Mommies!
That includes me I guess.


PS – The photos would be down for the meantime.

Punk Rock Baby

Oh My God!!!

I want this! I want this! I want this!
I want this! I want this! I want this!
I want this! I want this! I want this!