“Do not bring up my past.
I don’t live there anymore.”
–Anonymous

We all work hard to forget such painful memories.
Life already has a way of reminding us of them
at the most inconvenient time,
in the most hurtful way.

Then you start processing it all over again.
It’s really quite maddening.

One thing is for certain.
No matter how much I try,
I still can’t find a Time Machine on eBay.

Trust me.
I checked.

First,
I must apologize,
for it took so long to write about
the show I have been talking about for weeks.

I was going to do a detailed, blow-by-blow account of my experience,
from the moment I got there,
until I left the music hall.

But, as I was writing it down,
even I got bored and started doing something else.

So, I’ll just start from where I actually entered the hall.
After standing in line,
out in the rain,
for 2 hours.

So if you are still with me…
(more…)

1. What was the last TV show you watched?

— Tech TV/Extended Play

2. What was the last thing you complained about?

— The Stickers that they stick on fruits. Sometimes I just don’t bother.

3. Who was the last person you complimented and what did you say?

— I complimented my ever loving Tracy for a nice, excellent meal she made me.

4. What was the last thing you threw away?

–– It’s garbage day today, so I took them all out.
Oh and all the freakin’ flyers they stick in my mail box.

5. What was the last website (besides this one) that you visited?

— Hotscripts.com I want to make this site fully php.

But Maybe I should learn PHP first.

Today we went to see the Doctor and heard your heartbeat for the second time.
I tell you, it really is music to my ears.

It has been 16 weeks now and the Doctor said
that we should be able to know your gender by our next meeting.
Once we know what it is, your Mother and I will be going crazy on buying your stuff.

She would like to have a “stars and moon” theme for your room.
Oh by the way, your Mom is a nature fanatic.
(and just like being one with nature..she sleeps all the time. Hahahhaa!)

We are also going crazy on what your name would be.
We have a long list of names to choose from.
I personally like the name “Stratocaster”, but your Mom, doesn’t think so.

But anyways,
Just keep doing what you’re doing there okay?
You still have a long way to go.
Oh and by the way,
your Mom is anxiously awaiting to feel you move.
So what do you say we give her one good kick
when she least expects it one of these days okay?
I can’t wait to see the look on her face.