Nope.
It’s not laziness this time.

It’s just,
there’s so much stuff in my mind,
that the moment I even have the slightest courage
to even start pondering any of it,
my head is going to freakin’ explode.

Don’t you have days like that?

Or,
too many of those days in one day?

Then you suddenly sit yourself down and realize,
you are not what you thought you are?

Do you have any idea what I am talking about?

Neither do I.

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Don’t they have medications for this?